Dear god

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Dear god

Where were you? Where were you all those days, all those days I spent on my knees, begging, praying, crying. Why didn’t you answer me, why didn’t you hear my pleas?

I asked you to guide me god, instead you opened my eyes, you showed me the flaws in these religions, you pointed me in the direction of science and reason.

If you are really out there, if you really real, I have so many questions for you.

I was a devoted follower of a religion I firmly believed was yours. I thought I had a special connection to you, I thought I was special. But everything changed, you see god, all my life I was searching for a special kind of love, I needed it to feel whole, to full the gaps in my heart. Everyone told me you would do that, that you would full the…

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